Living the Good Life

oh the joy of american candies! i'm living high on life right now - i'm the only one in the dorm which means i can eat my candies, dried fruit and doritos all to myself. i can't say 'thanks' enough to my friends and family who have hooked me up with some goodies. and i'm rejoicing and thanking God for this moment of peace and quietness around the dorm - not sure that it's ever happened that i've been the only one in the dorm for several hours. the other girls have gone to be with their families or friends. it's a blessing for the Lord Himself!

i really should walk to boma and see maggie, since she's still in the hostipal. perhaps i could take her a little goodie bag... (or maybe i could stay here in the dorm all afternoon and eat these treats until i'm ready to burst!) both ideas are pretty tempting right now.

i'm afraid the rest of this post it going to be full of randomness. japheth, my fearless traveling companion, is on his way home for a few days of r & r. i'm hoping that he has time to relax and refresh his soul before our next outreach experience. japheth has been my sounding board during my time in mkata. when i had a gripe or complaint, japheth is the one to whom i went. i'm really grateful for his listening ear, and the way he speaks so highly of his girlfriend. it's great to know a guy who is committed and passionate about the girl he loves.

a bird crapped on my foot during lunch today.

there are 5 other americans here at the base right now. 2 girls who are volunteering at the pre-school and 3 guys who are working on some type of water irrigation system for the gardent. they are all college students - the girls from washington state and the guys attend wheaton university in chicago. it's great to have some time to relax with them and hangout. another provision of God's goodness. i needed some english speakers for refreshment.

i miss my youth group. i miss going to sunday nights with the young people, hearing of their lives and their beautiful adventures. i miss the volunteers who pour their lives into the students. i miss lock-ins and sleep-overs. those are things i'm missing from america today. (i'm not missing the food cuz i'm so stuffed on candies and goodies that i don't think i could eat one more!)

i stayed up late last night - nearly 3 in the morning - chatting and skyping with friends. that's so refreshing for me. this morning i woke up encouraged and ready for a new day. it's so special when i get some moments to connect w/ friends and family. i would love to hear from you, and you are welcome to call me whenever. this is my cell phone number, including the country code: 011 255 784 808933. i'm asking for you to get a phone card and call me. i'd love to hear from you. during outreach i was on the brink of sadness and a bit of depression, but then some friends called me. the timing was amazing! even if the calls were short - it still meant so much to me to hear a familiar voice. i'm a chatty person, and only having japheth to talk to is quite difficult. (this is why japheth gets an ear full when i'm bothered by things!)

i think it may be time for a short nap. then perhaps i should go to boma...

God's Provision

so the first week in mkata we helped to finish the school and the landscape around the school for the grand opening which was held one week after our arrival. the latrine had been dug, and all the dirt had been piled around the building. our responsibility was to move the pile and make it flat. our tools consisted of small shovels and many jembe (which is a hoe type of tool). together we 23 people moved this mountain of dirt. it was quite a feat. i still have some blisters on my hands to proved that i did some work. working in my green office in america doesn't offer much training for moving dirt in an african village, but i learned and participated. in america we would've rented a small bobcat and had the pile moved in one day. here it took all week. we all worked together and accomplished the task. and at the end of our days, sleeping on the concrete floor wasn't quite as difficult due to our tiredness. yet the drums and the islamic chants still proved more of a challenge for me.

the day before our celebration of the grand opening a group of we students were told to go to the anglican church to get some tables. we were told which road to take, about how far to walk and the church should be on our left. african directions are so confusing for me. so we started walking and found the church and the tables. they are the same types of tables we use as desks at the base in boma. they are about 2.5' x 5' x 3' and weigh about 40 pounds. guess how we carried them? you guessed it - on our heads. we simply slung the tables above our heads and started walking back to the base. it wasn't too far, maybe 3/4 mile. those are the times when i need the camera and didn't have it. but just imagine me walking three quarter mile with a table balancing on my head. my discoveries that day: my head is not flat, nor is it very useful for carrying heavy tables.

finally the day of celebration arrived. early in the morning people were awake preparing food and decorating for the festivities. a group from korea who had helped financially support the building of the school had arrived and were helping with the preparations. members from different churches were arriving with their 'pews' for seating. then about 10 am some of the surrounding church began to arrive. they all came singing and dancing to the event - in step and in tune. again, i don't have photos of this, but the way they arrived was so incredibly joyful. their songs were sung with a lightness, and a gratefulness for building the school and for bringing hope to this little african town. the air was filled with expectation and anticipation. about 11, the service began which i have some photos. about 12.30 it was time for food. feeding 200 plus people takes some time and a huge amount of food. it's still amazing to me the amount of work africans have to accomplish in order to create a meal. cooking meat and rice over an open fire is time comsuming. we all ate and were satisfied. the celebration went on all day. different services were provided, including medicines being given out to those in need, eyeglasses for those having eye troubles, and the kids were entertained with different activities. one of the korea guys, hung, gave a cool demonstration of karate. then many of the little kids came and circled around me. when i say 'many', i mean about 60 kids. since i can't speak to them in swahili, i had one of the other students tell the kids to imitate what i did. so we stood on one foot, raised our hands to the air, acted like airplanes, spun in circles, balanced on one foot while our hands in front of us, different positions like that. this lasted about 20 minutes. then i told them my name and they told me their names also. (i don't remember one of their names, but they all remember my name - i learned this the following day when i was walking in the market and some of the kids said, 'tanya, shikamoo.' ['shikamoo' is the greetings people say to someone older than them.] the reality that i was walking thru an african village and hearing my name was so strange, yet amazingly reassuring, and each time i heard my name being called by a little kid - i couldn't help but smile. they remembered my name throughout my entire stay in mkata also. i don't think i had one trip to the market without my name being called out by some little kid desiring for me to recognize him.) as i sit here on this bed, my eyes are filling with tears for those little kids who made my day special by simply saying my name. these kids are living in such povery and oppression, yet they make me smile - that'll preach!

the second week was pretty hard for me but God had a special friend come into my life to make the way a bit easier. a young lady from sweden was visiting with firimina and her family. karin speaks english and was staying alone at the guest house for several days. i was asked if i could stay with her so that she wouldn't be alone. (i would've been a fool to say 'no' since she had a fan and a bed, instead of the wet tent with a thin foam pad!) but apart from those benefits, her company really made my week. she is working with some pentecostal churches in tanzania to connect sports and ministries. she's training coaches and older students to use soccer as a form of drawing others to church. it's a wonderful concept and her bubbly personality is being used in magnificent ways. we shared some really great conversation during our 3 nights together. we stayed in an african guest house, which translates to a terrible, single bed motel, like the 'el rancho' motel in sioux falls, sd. but for a buck eighty-five for a night, what do you expect? that buck eighty-five covered the cost for both karin and me. so it was about 92.5 cents a night. pretty sweet deal for a fan and a bed with great company!

one of our projects for the second week was to help put a roof on a small church in the middle of a corn field which located about 4 miles from our base. mostly that consisted of the guys pounding nails thru small tree trunks used as the tressing. plastic bags sewn together were used as the roofing material. pastor mapunga and his wife, yunis, made a tremendous impact on my life. they were serving in a church in Dar Es Salaam when they both felt like they were being called to mkata to open a new church. that's courage, bravery and humility all mixed together. pastor has a heart to know people and to see them come to know Jesus. and Yunis's heart is so gentle, yet she possesses one of the strongest faiths which i've ever seen. she's been diagnosed with breast cancer and travels to dar es salaam ever other week for injections. they don't have a cell phone, live in a 2 room house with a tin roof, don't have a post office box or address, and are people of purpose. they are trusting God to give them members for their little church and healing for the wife's cancer. and i believe they will see the effects of these two prayer requests.

Yunis took me in and from the moment she met me, she tried to get me to speak swahili and express myself. she was patient with me when i stumbled thru my broken swahili, and she continued to speak slowly so i could attempt to understand her questions. she's the first person i've found so far who tried to speak slowly so i could understand. one can recognize that she's an amazing person by one look into her eyes; she just has a way about her that radiates light and kindness. i had opportunities to spend quite a bit of time with this couple the second and third weeks in mkata, and i've come to love them thru that time. yet i may never contact them again, since they have not means of being contacted, except personal visits.

i know you want to see pictures, but i didn't take many pictures due to the rains, but i promise after i write about some more stories, i will post the pictures of our adventures in mkata.

Mkata Experience: Drums and Doctors Visits

Oh the bazillions of stories i have to tell! stories of sleeping on concrete floors, hospital visits for a child in a coma due to malaria, the generosity and hospitality of the people who have so little, witchcraft and islamic chants all night long, un-organization and the ocean, etc.

this is my warning should you choose to continue to read this post: it's going to be brutally honest and includes my perspective of the adventure to Mkata. it may be a tainted perspective due to my experiences, so please don't take this as absolute truth. i'm going to write is general for this post. i want to get my frustrations and joys down on paper.

from the first day i was there it became evident it was going to be a challenge. we got off the bus, exchanged greetings and conversed for quite some time, then unpacked the entire bus into a huge heap of belongings. after we had finished unpacking the heavens opened their floodgates! it was one of those rains that simply drenches everything; nothing was hidden from it's moisture! the mad scramble to get everything back on the bus or in the storage room took about 3 minutes. it's amazing how swiftly people can move when they are getting wet. because the rains soaked the ground, we were allowed to sleep in the newly built school. as we settled into the school i began to hear the rhythym of drums in the distance. we were told about the drums before we arrived so i was expecting them. the drums are played by people practicing witchcraft. the drums continue all thru the night, every night. i never realized how much of a light sleeper i am until this beautiful adventure. from people getting late night phone calls to the drums - the noises bothered me each night. for 3 weeks i never really had 1 good night of sleep. (so last night, our first night back at the base, was so amazing, even though the dogs woke me up 2 times.)

after 5 nights in the school we were kicked out and began our adventure of living in tents. our first night in the tents had another challenge. about 3.30 in the morning the dog began to bark and run around our tents. then i heard him yelp, as if he had been struck, but i wasn't about to go outside the tent and check it out, since i really didn't want to see what he was barking at. if it was a wild bore or people practicing witchcraft, i didn't want to come face to face with whatever 'it' was. guess i was scared and fearful. but i also figured that our fearless leaders would check out the situation. the barking lasted about 10 minutes then the dog ran off and didn't bark any more.

in the morning we all woke to discover that a thief had come in the night and stole all our shoes and belongings which were outside the tents. my washcloth and flip flops were taken - my comfy, repaired flip flops. (i just had them repaired at the shoe repair shop for nine cents - the toe strap broke. it's african style to fix flip flops instead of buy new ones, so i was doing what the locals do!) so people had all their shoes taken, some had their dress shoes, some their flip flops. i only had my flip flops stole, since the other 2 pairs of my shoes were still packed. so after that we called the land 'holy ground' since God didn't want us to wear our shoes around the base. it turned out that only 1 or 2 other people heard the dog barking and neither of them thought anything of it. - so much for the fearless leaders coming to our rescue! africans can sleep thru anything. it's an amazing ability they have. they sleep thru all the drums, islamic chants being screamed over the loudspeakers, goats mating in their pens 50 yards from our tents, birds chirping before sunrise, etc. i, on the other hand, didn't have that ability and had the special pleasure of listening to those sounds all night long. makes for some great times to pray, since there are no lights and the batteries in the mp3 player or flashlight only last so long.

changing subjects, i just got back from the hospital from visiting a fellow student who has been diagnosed with thyphoid and malaria. she's been sick for 2 days now, and today she just couldn't take it any more. her parasite count is very, very high. it's quite amazing that she's still able to communicate. most people with a parasite count as high as hers would be in a coma. like the little boy whom i visited in mkata.

prosper, the son of one of my fellow students who happens to live in mkata, became ill about a week after we arrived in mkata. i had met him 2 days before became ill when he was a bouncing and playful 3 year old. then firimina, his mom and my fellow classmate, told me that he had become ill, and they were planning on taking him to the hospital. so the next day i walked with a group of students to visit little Prosper in the hospital. on the way to the hospital we had to cross thru this small stream of slowly moving water. i told one of the other students, 'this is where malaria thrives, in puddles like this.' and my only thought was, 'no wonder every one who goes to the hospital has malaria - they acquire it on the way there.' as we took off our shoes to cross the stream, i prayed that we'd be spared of the illness. upon arrival to the hospital room, little Prosper was in a coma. he was unresponsive to everything. he was on a iv drip of pure glucose, along with taking one dose of a certain pill each day. he was wrapped in 2 blankets and all his clothes. when i looked at him, i could tell that he was burning up. i touched his head and it was soaked with sweat, along with his entire body. i would guess his temp had been over 105. it seems to be an african thing to cover your children in many layers, no matter the outside temperture. we all prayed for Prosper and some of the other sick people in that room which housed 7 beds, then left. but before i left, i recommended to the father that he remove the blankets and fan the little boy so that his temperature could be lowered. it hurt me so much to see that little body laying on the bed with an iv of sugar water, nearly lifeless except for a faint breath, and no nurse or doctor there to do anything for him. that instance i wanted to go back to school to get some training in order to work in an african hospital, where babies in comas are being brought with malaria everyday.

the next day we went back to the hospital to check on Prosper and family, to discover that his fever had broken in the night, and he had requested to drink some water. he was still very week, and not able to sit on his own, but firimina insisted that prosper was better and it was time to take him home. (in an american hospital there would be no way that kid would've been released, but this is africa!) so firimina picked up prosper, gathered the few belongings which she had brought, strapped the kid on her back and walked out. there wasn't any paperwork or need to tell any one that she was taking prosper home. so much different than what i am used to. again, crossing the stream in order to take the little kid home to rest.

that's just a brief view of what it was like. that's all i'm gonna write about now - just wanted to get something updated. i've run out of time today to get more updates and stories, but i hope this piques your interests.

i'm not called to mkata, tanzania

so i'm back to civilization, exhausted, in need of a shower and drop-dead tired. so i'll update more tomorrow. thanks for all the prayers - i would never had made it thru the last 3 weeks without them.

So It's Time for Outreach

the time has come for us to head out into the bush. so on saturday we leave for outreach. i have so many mixed feelings about it right now. most of the time i'm really looking for it, but there are moments when i'm freaked about not having clean water, having to shower in the river and meeting people who are demon possessed. oh, and not having my computer for communication with america is another part of my hesitation.

so we are expected to have all our belongings packed and ready to go tomorrow (friday) at 10 am. all our belongings which are staying at the base need to be packed also, which includes my computer and extra clothes and electronics. that's a whole day before we leave. i was hoping to catch up on all my updates tomorrow since we have the entire day off, but for some reason we've been asked to have everything packed and ready to go.

so what do i say in this post - something meaning and witty, something worthwhile for those who continue to check back to this blog even when there are no updates for 3 weeks? right now i feel numb and my thoughts seem so meaningless. my heart is calm and i'm simply ready for some thing new and different.

my friend, firimina, taught me 2 card games this evening. one involved being slapped on the wrist when you lose, and the other has so many rules that i could barely follow. the latter game is going to be great when i figure out thw counting, but africans seem to not use the same method as american. 7 are worth more than kings, and queens are the highest. that's about all that i've learned so far. by the end of outreach, i'll have this game down.

i'm loving the jolly ranchers and peanut butter filled crackers from america. i shared some of the candies and goodies with the kids from the orphanage this afternoon. i had been given some plastic easter eggs, so i filled them with some of the candies and crackers. the kids thought that was so great!

i can hear my roommates praying... but then again, most of the base can hear them praying. praying is loud and boisterous here at this base. there's not such a thing as praying to yourself. prayers have impact, emotion, and passion. when we pray, people in the next county know it's the crazy people from that compound. :) i have to laugh when people call this place a compound, but that truly what it is.

now i'm simply rambling just so i don't have to go to bed or pack. it's now 11.13 pm on thursday evening.

so my prayer requests: that people receive us and accept the Good News
for unity in our group - to drop our pride and display humility
for safety and good health
and for me specifically, to be able to communicate and continue to learn swahili. i'm still feeling quite separated because of the language barrier, so going 3 weeks without much spoke word may be a challenge for me.

why am i procrasting saying 'good-bye'? this is a question running thru my head. it's just a silly blog. but i'm struggling to tie up the loose ends and finish. guess i just need to let go and close this post. so, until next time: May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. {rom. 15.13}

A Good Read

so i'm gonna just jot down some quotes from the book, 'Foreign to Familiar' by sarah a. lanier. the book has really opened my eyes to some of the things i've struggled with since my arrival. but with saying that, knowing ahead of time would not have prepared me any better than just being here.

p. 65 'In the inclusion culture most everything is 'ours', not 'mine'. a memeber of the family will say, 'we have a guitar.' 'we have food in the refrigerator.' this 'we' will include everyone in the house, not just the residents of the house. 'we have tools to use' - regardless of who paid for them.

p. 63 'in many hot-climate cultures, gatherings outside the workplace are family gatherings. children are part of the picture - noise and all. this is frustrating for the americans and europeans, as they feel the distraction of children running in and out takes away from the quality of the event' (this is so true!!! --children are often in our class room making noise and talking, and church is no different.)

p. 42 '(in hot-climate cultures) there is a group mentality that says, 'we are a community and must share our food, private lives, homes, and even opinions, to serve the whole'. this translates into a behavior that is inclusive, not indepedent.'

p. 61 'as a cold-climate person my greatest sacrifice was giving up my privacy, my time to myself. i never knew when i would be interrupted. it seemed exhausting until i got used to it. then it became second nature to me.'

'on a bus in thailand once, with other delegates returning from a conference, i had packed a lunhc for the four-hour ride. having learned about hot-climate inclusion, i brought fruit, cookies, and other items that could be shared. about lunchtime, two european men in front of me took out their packed lunches and began to eat. that got me hungry, so i got out my lunch too.
i offered the men some grapes. they said, 'thank you, but we brought our own lunches.' they also refused the cookies. then i got up and offered the grapes to others around me on the bus: africans, south americans and asians. they all happily accepted the offering and then pulled out their own food to share. soon we were handing around bags of dried figs, potato chips, hunks of bread, cheese and other items. we had a feast that day.
the two europeans enjoyed their own lunches, but they missed the more important event. it wasn't as much about the food as it was about sharing with one another, leaving no one out. it took care of those who didn't have anything by including them in the group. because everyone shared, we were not aware of the 'haves and the have-nots'. they were covered by the commmunity. the inclusion value of hot-climate cultures means that not no one is left out, no one is lonely.'

Blessed News of Packages

i wrote this yesterday:
earlier this morning i was notified that i have 2 packages at the post office. so i skipped work duty to ride into Boma to pick up my packages to find out that my packages are in moshi. so tomorrow i'm traveling to moshi to get my 2 packages!

another odd experience happened while i was waiting at the doctor's office with the friends. they had rode along to boma to check if they had malaria. but i can't really say anything because there are some people at this base who follow my blog... and it's a secret! but someone found out they are pregnant (and have malaria)...

so today i went to retreive the goods. it's always an experience and nothing is easy. those are my two thoughts.

so i ride w/ Babu who is driving to Moshi to drop off our base leader's kid at school. the public school in tanzania don't seem to be up to par, so many kids are sent to private schools for education. i've discovered that all mzungu kids go to this school - the international school in Moshi. i've not seen that many white people since i've arrived in africa. who know that many white folk lived around this area?

so after dropping off Abbey for school, Babu dropped me off at this little restaraunt because it was 7.30 and the post office opened at 9. so i enjoyed a nice glass of cold passionfruit juice and people watched for an hour and a half. and the time flew by. i enjoyed every moment of being alone and free from the base. there's really not any time to be alone at the base...

so i get to the post office, handed them my notices and they retrieve my 2 boxes. beautiful - everything is running smoothly! i paid them for my 2400 shilling for my 2 packages. but then another guy comes to the front, and says, 'you know about paying the taxes for your packages, right?' i had heard about the tax from charnelle so it wasn't a surprise. so he opens the packages and i get to see all the fun goods i've been blessed with. (i have the greatest friends in all the world!) then this man tells me that i owe him 10,000 shillings which is about 9 bucks. not too bad. but the catch is that i need to walk to another bank in order to have them accept the money and to fill out some form which is required. (the word 'foreign' takes on a whole new meaning in 3rd world countries!)

so i take the form and start walking in the direction which he indicated. on the way there's a bank with an ATM which i've been told accepts foreign credit cards. so i stopped there and tried, but to no avail. so i proceeded down the street to this Exim bank. they also had an ATM with a sign reading something about international cards are allowed a certain limit. so i tired it, but again nothing happens, except that it prints a reciept. the receipt seems like the money has been distributed, but i got some type of error message on the screen. 'no biggie,' i thought, 'i'll just continue with the 10,000 shilling transaction and be on my merry way.' so i go inside, check in at the front desk, then wait my turn for a cashier. i hadn't waited too long, and it was my turn. the transaction went without any hitches. so i begin walking a back to the bank, but then i'm reminded of something: the last time i was printed a receipt but didn't receive any cash, my account had been deducted of the funds. so i turned around and went back to the bank, simply to be confirmed that the money would remain in my account. so i checked in at the front desk again and again waited my turn from a cashier. i explained the situation to him, and he told me he'd check on it and i could have a seat. so i waited for nearly an hour before the main banker, Peter, came to me and said that i was over my daily limit, but the money would not be deducted from my account. (i'll wait to check on my account tomorrow to see if he is telling the truth, and if the first bank deducted any money!)

after all that, i was walking back to the post office, with my form completed, and thought, 'i don't think i have any money left.' i thought i had taken enough, because most of the time 10,000 is a huge amount of money, but now i was down to 500 shillings which wasn't enough to get me back to the base. that's when i began praying that somehow God would bail me out of this dilemma. (this is a odd lesson to be learned in a foreign culture!) so i go back to the post office and explain my dilemma to the guy who requested the 10,000. he said, 'no problem, since you've paid the 10,000. i will cover your bus fare.' so he gave me 1,000 shillings for my bus fare, handed me my packages and i was out of there. then i caught a dali dali back to federici (our bus stop), had to switch dali dali's in boma so i wouldn't have to carry the packages quite as far. so i got off the bus, flung both boxes on the top of my head and started walking 'home'. after holding and balancing the 2 boxes for a 1/2 mile, i have a greater appreciation for those women who do that everyday. (sorry, no pictures of me walking w/ the boxes!)

not sure what all i will learn from all this, but the passionfruit juice and the morning to myself was an incredible experience. and through it all, i wasn't nearly as anxious as one would expect. i can tell you are all praying for me, and that God is responding to Your prayers in mighty ways. and thanks to my friends who sent packages that didn't weight 50 pounds each! and a shout out to the guy from the post office who gave me my bus fare!

The Week in Arusha (Wiki Katika Arusha)

i'm just going to jump into the meat of my week in arusha: emotionally challenging. i went there hoping that it was going to be refreshing and splendid, but instead it was quite challenging. having the english speakers to talk with was really great. the problem came in when i returned to spend time with my fellow swahili speakers who felt abandoned by me because of my involvement with the english speakers. my swahili speaking friends laid some guilt on me. so my heart was torn because of my classmates who felt abandoned by me because of my involvement with the english speakers. they felt inferior to the white people at the base. some of my fellow students became very reclusive and only spent time with swalili speakers or in their room. the language barrier became ever more a problem in arusha than it is at my base. who would've guessed that? (my finger is not up!) many of the tanzania with whom i spend time feel like lesser people because they don't have much money, education, skill of speaking english, etc. this is a cultural difference, but it's a real struggle.

some of the highlights of my week were: #1) the food was great. chapati's, spaghetti, mash potatoes, and fruit. very lovely! #2) the weather is much cooler at that base which i enjoyed for a bit. slept under a blanket, unlike our base where i normally use a sheet or less. #3) the english speakers, including most of the staff from the arusha base and many of the students. #4) I was given a good haircut from a korean lady named sarah. #5) many of the international students from the arusha base told me how inspired they were because of my courage to attend the dts at the kilimanjaro base. i wasn't sure how to respond to that encouragement... #6) i've been given a new appreciation for the kilimanjaro base, with all it's challenges, language barrier and wide open environment. i really enjoy being able to go for a walk in the bush by myself and not worry about if someone will harm me. we are in the bush (the locals call this 'town', but let me tell you - it's the bush, but not the 'bush bush'!)

so that's my week in a nutshell. oh, one more thing - the base ran out of water the day we arrived, so i didn't get a hot shower. sad. but we had enough water for bucket baths. guess this is all preparing me for my month in the bush, living in tents and bathing in the river which begins on saturday.

in some ways i'm looking forward to the adventure of going into a new area, facing challenges and forced to learn more swahili. in some ways i'm not looking forward to being without the internet, electricity or the convenience of communicating with friends and family. so we'll see how my attitude changes as it nears the end of the week.

for my friends patsy and cathy - thanks for the comments about bathing which made me bust into laughter: spit baths and powder! many of the people here do the powder trick, by the way. and the part about not much soap - i do that! shampoo is really expensive here, compared to other things. it's costs about $6 for a bottle, since it's really a luxury. we use bar soap for any cleaning needs: bathing (all parts!), laundry and dishes.

a confession: one day while at arusha i skipped out of work duty and took a walk with samson, miriam and abraham. i thought we were simply going for a walk before work duty, but they had it planned to visit samsom's family. (language barrier!) we walked thru a market where Maasai trade cattle, goats, and other animals. then we walked to this big market, which i really wish i could've taken some photos of it. it was spectacular! the place was buzzing with excitment - many, many little shops selling everything. we went there because samson's aunt worked in one of the shops. even though my white skin was completely out of place, i never felt like i didn't belong there. it was a weird feeling for me. some of the congos, the cloths used as wrap around skirts and shirts, in this market were marvelous. i wouldn't have minded getting one, but i didn't have any money (or my camera or gps.) at one point samsom stopped to get us some bananas, and because he was walking with me, the cost of the bananas was extremely high. the joy of being an obvious foreigner. but samsom talked them down in price and we all enjoyed a banana together. during our walk back to the base, we nearly got run over by a run away steer, but we all survived.

i'm apologizing for spelling and grammatical errors right now - i don't have any time to proof this post.

The Amazing Flora!

again an amazing visit with Flora! i just love her so much!

it's been a week! but before i go into some long rant about the week, i want to tell you about my amazing day today: the picture tells the story! i had an opportunity to see Flora again. she's an cute as always! had some extra friends from my school traveling with me this visit: Maggie, Firimina, Japheth, Senye and his wife. i'm really grateful for their company. the drive into the bush wasn't quite as bad this time due to less water on the road. the road is still pretty serious, but no comparison to the last trip to mburiashi. (my fellow classmates burst into laughter when i attempt to say 'mburiashi'. - i'm so american in my accents!)

again flora came right up to me when i arrived. this time she definitely knew me. so i picked her up and carried her for a little bit. she and the other kids were so excited about that! it was too funny. her smile was from ear to ear - like she was a princess!

again we, visitors, were escorted to the office where we politely waited for something (not sure what that 'something' was, but we waited patiently for it.) eventually we were given some food - fried bananas and chai with milk. the food at this compassion center is top notch!

since the last time i saw flora i found out that her tribe still practices female circumcision, even though it's against the law. i know that culture runs deep, but i wanted to talk with her parents about this procedure to see if they were planning on performing it to Flora. so today's visit had that discussion on the agenda. the opportunity arose when we were in the house with Flora's mom and firimina who can translate. i simply asked Flora's mom if she believed in female circumsion. she mentioned that they believed in it last year, but this year they were not believing in it because of the law. not sure exactly why their thinking changed, but i'm trusting her when she mentioned that they weren't going to do it to flora. i pray that is true. but i'm grieved to know that they did it last year, which means that flora's older sister, mary, may have had the procedure completed on her. guess i'll never know, but i'm praying against it for flora.

flora's family gave us milk and hard boiled eggs. it seems so strange that we visit the bush which displays extreme poverty, and we are given better food than what we recieve at the base. again i'm amazed at the generosity of the people who have nothing. it's such an inspiration to me to give, then give some more.

after visiting with flora's family for quite some time, mary and flora walked with all of us to senye's house for a visit. the two girls sat on both sides of me. when asked if they wanted to leave, they both said 'no'. they mentioned that they wanted to go with me to america. my heart mostly broke in two right there. being 9 (flora) and 10 (mary) years old, and wanting to leave your family in order to go somewhere different seems so strange to me; a reminder that most people dream of visiting america.

before we left, japheth got a picture of us because my camera battery was dead (that happens when there's no power to charge it!). it was really hard to say good-bye, but the girls just turned and began walking to their home... where they belong. (but my heart wants them to belong with me!) i could see a chunk of my heart walking away when they traveled down the path into the bush. perhaps before i return to america, i'll be able to see them one more time.

i'll have to update about my weekend later because i really need to work on my journal. i've slacked too much this week, hanging out with english speakers from arusha!

It's Friday

so today we had the entire afternoon off, which i highly enjoyed. took a little adventure to boma by foot, shopped around some stores and got a few supplies, including these amazing little cookies from mr. price (the local supermarket which is about the size of a small gas station). these days it doesn't feel nearly as strange to me to go to boma and walk around by myself. after learning some of the prices, i can tell what things should cost and if i'm being charged more than i should. this comforting to know.

guess how much a haircut costs? just thinking about that question - i'll answer near the end of this post.

a couple of things happened today: 1.) a classmate's father-in-law passed away. so he is on his way home to take care of his family and prepare for the funeral. 2.) the students who have not completed paying for their school fees have been asked to go to their homes this weekend and return with the money. because of this, many of my fellow dormmates are not around this evening.

beginning on sunday our dts class will be joining with the dts class of arusha ywam for the entire week. i'm really looking forward to it for many reason. they offer margarine for the morning bread! that's great, but there's more: they have warm showers (if you get up early enough - which you can guarantee that i will!) they also have many english speakers in their class, so it will be a treat. (tho i'm still struggling w/ the language, i'm learning little by little, and i'm not nearly as frustrated by the difference any more.)

i'm beginning to work on my april newsletter, so hopefully tomorrow i'll have some time to finish it. it's a good one.

ok, what amount have you decided is a good cost for a hair cut? the going rate around here for a haircut is 500 Tanzania Shillings which equals about 45 cents. yep, that's right - 45 cents. the haircut will give you a buzz with the trimmer. (don't worry: i've not shaved off my hair yet, but i'm getting closer to that everyday.)

the last 4 days our water level has been really low so i've been having to bathe from a bucket. that's not my favorite thing to do, but i'm grateful that we at least have some water we can use for bathing. the combination of having long hair and washing it in a bucket doesn't work very well for me. i'm still in need to some learning on how to get all the soap out of my hair.